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I’m scared

by admin on May 5, 2010

So Jimmy’s PET scan is tomorrow. And then we will find out on Monday what is going on. I will be going with him and I am terrified. Either way I am going to cry. If it is good news I will cry out of happiness, if it is bad news I will cry out of sadness.

It’s almost like I can feel the clock ticking in my veins. All of a sudden I imagine us in the room waiting for the doctor to come in and it makes me very anxious. My hands sweat, my heart starts beating faster and I feel like I want to sob.

Kayla is doing fine since her surgery. She can’t wait for the stitches to heal so that she can take a bath.

Oh and I actually have good news for once! We are going to Disneyworld! Through Kid’s Wish Network, Kayla’s wish was granted. We will be going in July (If all is well).

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stacie May 6, 2010 at 5:58 am

All I can do is offer virtual hugs and tell you as best as you can just try to take it one day at a time.

I hope all goes well and you all get to go have fun in DisneyWorld.

Will F. May 7, 2010 at 1:44 pm

Sandra, I hope Jimmy’s scan went well. I know this is just so hard but you are showing tremendous grace. have fun at Disneyworld!!

gvenny May 9, 2010 at 11:46 am

I’m thrilled tohear you get to all visit Disneyland!! I’m praying you will ALL behealthy and have a wonderful family vacation….the first of MANY!!
I pray that Jimmy’s results were good and that today you are having a wonderful Mother’s Day!!!
Hugs

Angie May 10, 2010 at 3:14 pm

I have been thinking about you and Jim today. Praying for the best! Pray your Monday was a good day. Thinking of you and your family. Have a good week!

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